 Friendship to hell, it can't be mutual with more than two people...  Friday, October 1, 2010
I'm really upset now because of a lot of things... first since report cards are out in about three weeks everything is much more intense in school, more projects, tests, and homework to get in, and pass (meaning grade)
not only that as already mentioned I start doubting at how good can friendship be, not only the sarcasm has become an issue but the stereotyping going on in our triple-friendship. It all happened without out me even being a part of that small quarrel between my two friends because one of them didn't feel like accompanying the other one to cafeteria,,, and so this girl got offended and... decided to ignore both of us for the rest of the day. Since we both were already used to those actions we believed "it'll be okay tomorrow" and well it was okay... partially, this girl still didn't talk to me. And so when me and the other friend to sign-in ourselves for study hall I asked her what about the relationship, and why doesn't the other girl talk to me... okay now it's time to name them... The one who's not talking to me is A and the one who's about to answer me is M. M answered me, "I'm actually not supposed to tell you that... but A said she doesn't wanna talk to you because you're rude... so I asked her if she's going to ever start talking to you again and she answered, that she doesn't see you both as friends and so she doesn't intend on ever talking to you again..."
Those words struck me hard, at first I had a shock and a moment that I felt like starting to laugh out loud in the hallway. My friend, which I shared so many secrets with decided not to talk to me anymore and is say that I am RUDE. That's really a surprise, and then associating with the word "rude" all those kind of scenarios came into my mind, but in those scenarios it wan't me who was the rude one but A! Since I'm from Israel (and obviously Jewish) everybody knows that. I complain a lot, and I can't say I don't, and it's just me like that, but A once after hearing me complain looked at me with a discussed and ridiculed face and said "jeez, you're so Jewish..." OUCH, really you think all Jews are complaining bastards don't'cha? well THANKS but dear thats being STEREOTYPICAL. that's not the only case, but if I count coins (which is very frequent in Russia since even 10 bill comes in coins...) and she said the same thing... OUCH... again, reminds me of Hitler... and such scenarios occurred more and more, even over phone, now babe, being ethnically stereotypical is a no-no for me. and moreover that's being anti-Semitic!
well, after those scenarios ran in my had (which occurred pretty fast) I shrugged, and gave out a "pfft" I told those things to friend M and she agreed with me, eventually I became angry, how could she call me rude when she was even ruder? well I ain't talking to a bitch that uses excuses girl, so you got what you want... The thing is, I'm not losing in this match, because M is more on my side, and I have all of my classes with her if A is going to so desperately try to ignore me, she'll lose not only one friend but two of them.
So GOOD LUCK A, because anti-semitic people shouldn't be friends with Jews you know? I don't want to get killed... :P
but than there's this problem: she knows to much... and she might tell it to someone... Well now that's not the main issue anyways so... I guess, I will just live through it as long as it's not passing around like a rumor...
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Friendship to hell, it can't be mutual with more than two people... Friday, October 1, 2010
I'm really upset now because of a lot of things... first since report cards are out in about three weeks everything is much more intense in school, more projects, tests, and homework to get in, and pass (meaning grade)
not only that as already mentioned I start doubting at how good can friendship be, not only the sarcasm has become an issue but the stereotyping going on in our triple-friendship. It all happened without out me even being a part of that small quarrel between my two friends because one of them didn't feel like accompanying the other one to cafeteria,,, and so this girl got offended and... decided to ignore both of us for the rest of the day. Since we both were already used to those actions we believed "it'll be okay tomorrow" and well it was okay... partially, this girl still didn't talk to me. And so when me and the other friend to sign-in ourselves for study hall I asked her what about the relationship, and why doesn't the other girl talk to me... okay now it's time to name them... The one who's not talking to me is A and the one who's about to answer me is M. M answered me, "I'm actually not supposed to tell you that... but A said she doesn't wanna talk to you because you're rude... so I asked her if she's going to ever start talking to you again and she answered, that she doesn't see you both as friends and so she doesn't intend on ever talking to you again..."
Those words struck me hard, at first I had a shock and a moment that I felt like starting to laugh out loud in the hallway. My friend, which I shared so many secrets with decided not to talk to me anymore and is say that I am RUDE. That's really a surprise, and then associating with the word "rude" all those kind of scenarios came into my mind, but in those scenarios it wan't me who was the rude one but A! Since I'm from Israel (and obviously Jewish) everybody knows that. I complain a lot, and I can't say I don't, and it's just me like that, but A once after hearing me complain looked at me with a discussed and ridiculed face and said "jeez, you're so Jewish..." OUCH, really you think all Jews are complaining bastards don't'cha? well THANKS but dear thats being STEREOTYPICAL. that's not the only case, but if I count coins (which is very frequent in Russia since even 10 bill comes in coins...) and she said the same thing... OUCH... again, reminds me of Hitler... and such scenarios occurred more and more, even over phone, now babe, being ethnically stereotypical is a no-no for me. and moreover that's being anti-Semitic!
well, after those scenarios ran in my had (which occurred pretty fast) I shrugged, and gave out a "pfft" I told those things to friend M and she agreed with me, eventually I became angry, how could she call me rude when she was even ruder? well I ain't talking to a bitch that uses excuses girl, so you got what you want... The thing is, I'm not losing in this match, because M is more on my side, and I have all of my classes with her if A is going to so desperately try to ignore me, she'll lose not only one friend but two of them.
So GOOD LUCK A, because anti-semitic people shouldn't be friends with Jews you know? I don't want to get killed... :P
but than there's this problem: she knows to much... and she might tell it to someone... Well now that's not the main issue anyways so... I guess, I will just live through it as long as it's not passing around like a rumor...
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